I received a message. Well, a few to be precise. From whom? Someone who, to me seems historic now; a part of my past but not the future. Billy. Yes. The ex-boyfriend whom I once I loved. I was completely taken aback by his message, as I ceased contact with him and blocked him from my life over three months ago, so you could call this little message out-of-the-blue... As much as I miss the fun moments we shared I could never go back even onto 'talking terms' with him. Could you be friends with someone who was the cause of so much pain? I don't want to go back there, into the web of lies and deceit. Maybe one day I will be, but for now I'm far too happy in my little bubble to have it burst.